With great power, comes great responsibility.

"Don't, uh, take this the wrong way, Meredith, but that was probably the worst thing that happened that night. The surgery," I say, distinctly uncomfortable as I avert my eyes to focus on the far wall. Swallowing, my fingers curl in the blanket to busy my hands, a nervous habit I've picked up during my last stay in the clinic. "I've lived through a lot of awful things, stuff you probably couldn't even imagine, wouldn't want to imagine, but to be that helpless, I never--"