[for Karen]

[daretodo]

I'm not what you would call a natural pet owner. Part of it's just I'm too busy, but that's more by design than actual circumstances here than it was at home. Here I make myself too busy, always searching for the next distraction -- anything to keep my mind off the disaster that is my personal life.

The thing is, these days, I am a pet owner. And because I'm not a complete jerk, I know that a part of every day has to be dedicated to making sure the beast that is Martha gets to stretch all four of her furry legs.

Size aside, she's actually pretty mellow -- so when she lets loose with a loud woof that reverberates in my chest, tugging hard at her leash, I'm immediately at attention, looking for the source of the alarm.

Ah, right. The pack of dogs coming towards us. That… would be a cause of alarm.

"Woah, doggies!"

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[daretodo]

"School. Council stuff. Science. Working on my sun tan," I reply, conveniently leaving out less conversation-friendly items like be depressed, worry about Tony, and pretending to be a functioning human being.

"The usual, I guess. What about you?"

Hey, look, I can still do small talk. Go figure.

[callofkaren]

"Where do I even start?" Karen asked with a brief laugh. "Surprise motherhood, the boutique, the radio...that actually sounds less than it really is. Sam and the dog pack take up most of my time now."

That still surprised Karen when she thought about it long enough. Though she'd always known she and Nick would have a child some day, she'd never imagined it would come so soon, and in the circumstances it had.

[daretodo]

"I dunno, that sounds like a lot to me," I reply, managing a quick smile. I almost feel bad for complaining about Martha, now. At least I didn't end up with a surprise kid at my doorstep. I don't even know how I'd cope with that. Her and Nick are pretty brave, taking on that kind of responsibility.

[callofkaren]

"When it's all laid out like that, I guess so, yeah."

It did sound like it when Karen stopped to think it through, but thinking about her life was something she'd kinda stopped doing. As full as it was, she didn't have time for navel gazing or wondering what she was doing with her life. She had Nick and she had Sam and she loved them both, and that was more than enough.

"And to think, a few years ago I was comfortable about being a beach bum for the rest of my life."